#his soliloquies and all
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fuck it post of various jensen things from 2024 making my brain slowly eat itself
"I was the black sheep of the family"
"it was a long time coming"/ "it was clear text"/ "they found each other"
he feels like he's being the truest version of himself singing along to Spice Girls alone in the car
getting his friend to pierce his right ear as a teenager and being told to leave the house
"dean and cas skewed to where it was" because of his chemistry with misha
saying dean was suicidal in 15x20
the quarter to remix that exists
flirting w rob
"he told me he loved me"
comparing watching Misha in the declaration scene to a near death experience, where his life with Cas flashed before his eyes, and the fact that they then had an actual near death experience a few hours later-- "I was flashing back to Lazarus Rising and seeing him walk through the barn with the sparks flying"
#jensen24#i think more than anything i'm just impressed with how open and unapologetically real he's been lately#his soliloquies and all
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When people are like Wei Wuxian was NOT suicidal it’s like. Ok sure. He just believed that his debt to the Jiangs should be paid with everything up to and including his life. And also that the moral and obvious thing to do in any situation is to put himself between anyone and harm's way. This is because he thinks he’s unkillable but he makes himself unkillable for the same reason he’ll die for a good enough reason: because it’s a way to have worth!
And then famously once everything goes to shit he does beg Lan Wangji to let him die as part of the moment where he is either destroyed by his own evil magic or lets his own evil magic tear him apart, a distinction I don't personally think matters very much at that point. Less explicitly textually, his mentally ill ass behavior after he gives up his core says to me that he wishes that he'd died honorably for Jiang Cheng when he had the chance and doesn't know what to do with himself since he hasn't.
Again I’m aware that he’s operating under a pretty specific set of culturally informed norms as a cultivator and member of a sect but like. TO ME. Everything about how Wei Wuxian conducts himself indicates that he has a box in his mind at all times that says 'in case of emergency break glass' and what’s inside the box is his own death. All the sound of mind actions of a man who has a normal and not suicidal relationship to death.
#suicide cw#I know I don’t need to engage with self identified wwx fans#who want him to be a perfect angel who only made good choices for pure reasons#but like#to ME dying for the jiangs is the only thing he might be able to do to please madame yu#and I think they both were very aware of that lol#in many ways Wei Wuxian was very comfortable with the idea that he’d be better use to people dead#this is like the CRUX of suicidality lol#it’s still suicidality even if it doesn’t look like#him being like wow I hate myself I want to die lol#which I do think as much as I don’t agree with giving him self esteem issues uwu style#he definitely gets there after he realizes that he’s ruined his life all to save the wens and it hasn’t saved them#the like who can tell what I should do soliloquy#anyway saw a post and was just thinking about it#also bc I made an offhand comment about him being suicidal#but i actually do genuinely think its an interesting facet of his character#specifically because i think his relationship to his own death is complex is based in his life also being not entirely his own#this is whats so juicy about a lot of the pre timeskip stuff!!!#like arguably this is true of cultivation society bc it’s a martial world#sure!#but imho he’s taking a step further#bc he does have inherent worth issues#namely that he doesn’t think he has inherent worth#which is why everything he does is designed to make up for that
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went to a con for the first time ever and secured these ! ♡
#₊˚ପ⊹ soliloquy .ᐟ#my girlfriend got me the mitsuya fig and the shoyo plush<3#and okay listen#getting tsuya merch before i got shoyo merch felt ominous to me#because i once wrote a fic like 2 yrs ago#where i choose mitsuya over shoyo and it like broke his heart#and then i fucked him and all was well but YOU GET THE POINT#😭😭#so i got the two shoyos ❤️ with nooo regrets!!
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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RANDY JETER as JEAN VALJEAN
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#les mis#les miserables#randy jeter#jean valjean#gifset#okay i couldnt help making another set of this video bcuz its genuinely the most beautiful video#ive ever seen in my entire life so! bear with me! this is my last one i swear#randys valjean is so. so underrated#so. so tired. all the time. i wanted to sit him down and get him a cup of coffee#he was genuinely so excited for his new start at the end of his soliloquy#little did he know some f word inspector was going to smell him out#hes def in my top 5 jvjs#my gifs
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Why is he so dramatic
#like he’s using all his strength to reach out one single paw#he looks like he should be giving some sort of lamenting Shakespeare soliloquy#marisa speaks#pippin the floof
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BANGS POT ELF COP FANCLUB COME GET YOUR FOOD
#He was on one yesterday#Technical difficulties meant I couldn’t get act two as well#his soliloquy was an all timer#He shouted the#one is he from heaven or from hell#les miserables#les mis london#stewart clarke#elf cop
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I should sleep !! I say, before I lay awake, over-analysing every tiny detail in shadow 05's cryptic castle mission for my next project
#bee blabs#helppp#there's so many intricate details unexplained ;-;#the presence of the black arms despite not being able to assist black doom bc he's not there#what do they need with eggman's castle ??#how do eggman's fires activate his defence systems ?#how much does amy know abt shadow atp ?#how did cream cheese and amy all end up there anyway ??#why is there a giant room just full of chao ??#I have so many questions and I NEED to know#how did cream end up behind a wall ???#why doesn't amy and shadow take cream with them after they save her ?#I need lore related reasons#I gotta know#shadamy#I mean- I'm asking FOR the reason that I'm making a shadamy fic ofc#how much does shadow really remember of amy ??#bc in his soliloquy/recap stuff he does mention amy by name without her ever telling him#ik those recaps probably aren't a canon thing but- it seems weirdd#THERE'S SO MUCH I NEED TO KNOW
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yea hold on a second *walks out of the room and a second later you hear a gun go off* *walks back in with a hole in my chest* anyway! you were saying?
#all the shows I’ve done before have been ‘ya show up you’re cast’ and this one wasn’t and I did not. get in#not even as fucking ensemble. so this is great I’m feeling fine#I thought I had a good audition too 😭#now I just feel silly god I hate doing auditions#afterwards a few of us were talking about our auditions to other people and it was very ‘oh you should’ve seen his audition it was great!’#‘Mine? No way yours was way better you should’ve been there for hers’ and no one said anything about mine#which I was like. whatever Ik I did good#but I didn’t fucking make it in and now im wondering if i did just look stupid and that’s why nobody even tried to say anything#sorry. hey. hi im fine you were saying#cw suicide#wackys soliloquies
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If someone is talking to themself in public or has verbal/physical tics in public or is just Existing somewhere in a way that might be a little odd to you but is otherwise harmless, pro tip: you should mind your business and leave them alone.
#my work has a food court/common area attached that is a community space#people can come in and hang out all day without having to buy anything#so we have regularly have a few unhoused people that come and chill at the tables for a few hours#which is good! just hanging out for a while is what the space is for!#in particular we have one guy who's in all the time. don't know his name but I refer to him as Hat Guy (he has a cool hat)#anyway. he talks to himself. sometimes wanders around. you know. does soliloquy.#he isn't rude or even usually very loud. he's just doing his thing#and once every couple of weeks some goddamn karen comes up to the staff to complain about him#like. what do you want ma'am. he's allowed to be here. same as you.#i don't really have a point except that being weird in public is not a crime#learn to coexist with other people ffs#fsp speaks
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jarvis put Nicholas AI Builds in Watcher World, home to the tallest rollercoaster in the Midwest, for enrichment purposes (<- on the precipice of yet another crossover, give it a few days to ruminate and take hold)
though why would he be Hatchetfield? idk!
#tropical's yapping#he would HATE it there like holy shit#horrible for his anxiety for his paranoia for his fears of being watched and watched and watched#He's about to put on the best soliloquy Watcher World has seen#a one man show!#I wonder how rare one man acts are since external conflict between two people or more is a lot more flashier? concrete?#something along those lines that would satisfy Blinky's need to pry (and bloodshed)#but uh Nicholas has a lot of stuff going on that could be appealing to some voyeuristic eldritch entity#just pit Nicholas against himself that just happens all the time anyway (though wouldn't that just lead to self-mutilation?)#(that's just morbid but also it's Watcher World of course it's morbid!)#hello can anyone hear me out here#hello? HELLO?!
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'you will be clean, naked, and mine' how am i supposed to go on being normal after this.............
#thee season finale of all time#the fact he said this to her while they were both lying right next to her dead husband#that cesare stabbed and lucrezia (albeit out of mercy) poisoned#and cesare all this time trying to not give in into his attraction to lucrezia#as she herself said 'whenever i touch you you pull away'#he decides to have alfonso killed#which btw i think was 50% rational decision bc he didn't trust him and considered him weak#BUT ALSO i think it was 50% him being jealous and just wanting lucrezia for himself (as he pretty much admitted)#finally winning the battle that was hanging above him for so long and getting what he wanted made him power drunk and go#'fuck it i'm just gonna go and get everything i want'#i feel like i need to write a full on psychological study character on this dude#anyway going to work tomorrow and trying to function normally will be hell#ann watches the borgias#soliloquy
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😡😖WHO NEVER DOUBTED😡😖 🧚✨all these yearsssssss🧚✨
#Stewart Clarke#Javert#why is he yelling 😖#all jokes aside I love his version of the soliloquy#it’s sooooo cool
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standing very still because i didn't want to get into negai no astro at all but i saw the cover and wakui literally copy pasted shuji and gave him blue hair and made him into a new character... standing SO still rn i do not want shuji 2.0 to get me 😭
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#₊˚ପ⊹ soliloquy .ᐟ#okay he also looks shorter#i'm into that i like shorter men#as long as they're a lil taller than me i'm good#twink(?) shuji???? I DO NOT WANT TO DO THIS ALL OVER AGAIN#ONE SHUJI IS ENOUGH PLEASE#maybe his personality will be drastically different#and i will be safe
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My vacation was better than I could’ve dreamed like it wasn’t even the festival lineup so much (though I did meet another of my top 3 journalists) even as all the people I interacted with in D.C. and the museums I saw this time that I didn’t last time like I cannot tell you how free I felt during this trip..
Also DO meet your heroes. They will be fantastically excited to see you again and treat you like an old friend even when you’ve only met once before and they will find you just as intelligent, interesting, talented, and dope as you find them and give you a massive hug because they’re so speechless because they think you’re a brilliant artist and are that honoured by your gifts
#lost track of how many times he said ‘oh wow’ as he unwrapped all my pottery 😁😁😁😁#and like some of it I wasn’t proud of or happy with but he was so in love with and now I am too#and he introduced me to this philosophy that literally has already changed my life#it's so fucking funny this man is kind of just some white journalist and he knows it. to me he is a rockstar and a philosopher of our time.#and he will not stop giving me the time of day and telling me how smart and cool I am#he has insomnia as bad as me and I was going to ask him how he manages to do so much despite it#but I realized he would just ask me the same thing 💞#ppl ask me if I have a crush on this guy and I’m like. I just think he’s neat. I want our minds to kiss with hella tongue#AND THEY DO 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜#anyways if he was speechless at my letter and pottery I can only say the same to his response 💖#he asked me how I’ve been multiple times and I was like…tbh man there are real reasons to say bad#but my intuition is to say good#like somehow despite those reasons I’ve been feeling better than usual and now? even better#soliloquies
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torichia noragami au anyone?
#lillys soliloquy#let me cook#chiaki is a well known god and hatori is his long-time shinki#hatori has had feelings for chiaki for almost a century but knows that his feelings will never be requited#after all he's a mere shinki and chiaki is a god. it'll never work out#but little does he know chiaki also has feelings for him#mutual pining and slow burn combo >>>>>#sekaiichi hatsukoi#sih#hatori yoshiyuki#yoshino chiaki#send me asks i want to ramble about this pleek
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